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zedrobber
29 November 2012 @ 11:36 pm
So it's been a while again >.> Sorry! First there was half term and then there was James Bond and then Twishite, so I've been working more than usual. Speaking of Twishite, wtf. How on earth do so many teenage girls (and middle age women!) get off on being so THICK? How on earth can they not order tickets and food for a film without looking like cavemen discovering fire?! ( O____o; )
They have about as much expression as Kristen Stewart manages to muster in all 5 films (IE: 0. Nada. Nothing. Zilch. Zip.)
Nicely though, I have 2 shifts to do this week before I have 4 days off without any sort of interaction needed (except from my girl, obviously.) And then I have the work's Xmas meal which will be more stressful than necessary.

On a not work related note; I just found a lump on one of our little ratty boy's jaw- good thoughts please for him because he'll be going to the vet this week. Hopefully it'll just be an abcess.
This is the lad;

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Uhmm....what else.
Oh yeah.
This might get a bit long, but stick with it if you can.

For .... well, as long as I remember, I've not really identified as the gender I was born.
I'm not transgender; it's not that I FEEL like a man in a woman's body, or wish to present as one, as such. I feel somewhere in the middle. Like, I do not feel like a woman or a man entirely. I feel a lot more like a man than a woman a lot of the time- I dress in a more masculine way and see myself as such, I cosplay only male characters, my personality is more like that of a male; but I also enjoy aspects of my femininity- I usually like my boobs and I like my long, girly-style hair, and I enjoy my vagina and most of its functions. Menstruation gives me dysphoria however I am also tokophobic (fear of childbirth and pregancy) which probably doesn't help!! xD I have spent YEARS trying to figure out how to explain this to people without sounding ridiculous or whiny or like I just don't know what's going on.
And now I have a term. Genderqueer.
And...the relief is amazing. I know I don't need to label myself under this broad, umbrella term....but I HAVE a term to use, one that fits and one I can use to help explain. It makes me feel so much better. :)

SO I think that's about it? Awesome.
 
 
zedrobber
16 June 2012 @ 11:01 pm
Ohai there :3
I know it's been a while since I posted; I'd love to actually say I've been off having wild adventures and stuff, but actually I've been working and not much else XD
We do have the most delightful baby ratties though; three of them :) Callahan, Shasta and Cato.

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So in other news, we have 8 days off work now :D yay holidays with no plans whatsoever! 
That is probably the sum of my exciting news, so I'll try to update sooner next time xD


 
 
Feeling like: amusedamused
 
 
zedrobber
02 February 2012 @ 10:35 pm
I  had my one year anniversary with my beautiful Rose this week.
It was a good day. We went to see A Monster in Paris which is essentially Phantom of the Opera + Frankenstein with a giant flea. Was fantastic! (more than it sounds, I assume.)
Then I cooked us a romantic meal, and we watched DVD's in bed. :)
Then on Tuesday we went to the Metro Centre and shopped, and I had proper sushi which was OMGNOMMY and it was awesome, and then I spent £50 on a teddy....oops.
Today we went on a date to the cinema and then to a nice italian restaraunt :)
Currently I'm working on cosplaying a few characters and have just bought a fecking amazing leather jacket on ebay (waiting for it to arrive wheee!)
Rose bought me a postcard with "hero" on it. Like this:



:)

And this is the bear I bought.



Good times indeed!
Love you baby <3333
 
 
zedrobber
21 November 2011 @ 12:46 am
What is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen?
 
 
zedrobber
09 November 2011 @ 01:12 am


I forgot to update again, didn't I? D: My bad!
Well, since my last update (which lj reliably informs me was a month ago) I've been working a lot, playing a lot, and enjoying being engaged, quite frankly xD Everyone around me seems to be splitting up or worse, popping out babies, and I'm just feeling a little smug to be stable, happy, and not pregnant.
Mind you, if I was, I'd be worried, being a bit gay and everything.

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Sitting in: The sofa
Feeling like: contentcontent
Listening to: Tiny cricket chirping >.>
 
 
 
zedrobber
03 October 2011 @ 12:48 pm
Who is the biggest bully in your life? One response chosen at random will win an Amazon Kindle. [contest details] (sponsored by )
I've been bullied for my entire life, all through school and even now,, when I walk through town I still get shouted at..."fat....ginger...lesbian." So my biggest bully is me. I know that they are just doing it to be rude, but I hate myself sometimes so much.
 
 
zedrobber
03 October 2011 @ 12:48 pm
Who is the biggest bully in your life? One response chosen at random will win an Amazon Kindle. [contest details] (sponsored by )
I've been bullied for my entire life, all through school and even now,, when I walk through town I still get shouted at..."fat....ginger...lesbian." So my biggest bully is me. I know that they are just doing it to be rude, but I hate myself sometimes so much.
 
 
zedrobber
30 August 2011 @ 03:57 pm
I know it's been a while, but things have been pretty hectic! So this will be a long one, I'm afraid guys.


Okay. So first off was the holiday, 1st-10th August. Went down south somewhere into the middle of nowhere with Rose and her family. Met her sister and the sister's SO for the first time. They're pretty awesome :) Even if I want to kill the SO occasionally, he's a good guy. xD


Some photos of our adventures in fuck-knows-where land:
































This is a very special place, this one. ^ This is where I got on one knee and asked my beautiful Rose to marry me.
(She did say yes) xD







Isn't she beautiful?
(the correct answer is yes, btw)








:)

So yeah, that was my holiday pretty much. Got engaged, wooop!

Work has been very busy these last few weeks, bloody Inbetweeners movie being all obnoxious, but hopefully it should ease off after the summer holidays. It'd better.
Uhm....
Oh! I'm going up to 12mm next month, my goal size in my ears :D I can start buying sexy plugs!!!!!
 
 
Feeling like: coldcold
 
 
zedrobber
09 March 2011 @ 04:11 pm

This has been a fucking epic month so far. My beautiful rose_cain has her house, and a job, and it's all shiny and going well :) Plus it means I get to see her every day which is like....bliss. It really is xD I love her house, it feels very welcoming and somewhat like "ours" though it is hers. We spent the night there last night, it was really awesome despite having a serious lack of bed. xD Listened to musicals till midnight...yes, the glamorous life I lead eh? Oh, we did some delightful repo! cosplay, of course. :P
'Twas her birthday yesterday which is why we were there. Took her to the oriental buffet restaraunt thing- and we ate so much we felt like exploding for hours afterwards. Worth it!
So overall, my life is...pretty damn good right now. I'm...really happy. I love my girl. My Amber. Every Graverobber needs his Amber....And now Zedrobber has mine. Just so happens she's beautiful and awesome and brilliant as well XD

(yes, that was mushy. Hush.)

I know she's going to read this at some point, so HAI BITCH 8D and I love you <3


 
 
zedrobber
13 January 2011 @ 01:48 am

 


warnings- MATURE. Sex. Possible triggers!


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Feeling like: aggravatedaggravated